The Downside-Up Podcast …
Where Grief, Awakening & the Unexplainable Become Direction
Some moments turn your life upside down.
A loss that splits time in two.
An encounter that shatters your old reality.
A visitation. A knowing. A silence so vast it rearranges you.
These experiences are mystery — not something to be solved.
But they are something to be lived.
The Downside-Up Podcast is a space for those who have touched something beyond ordinary life — through grief, near-death–like experiences, spiritual awakening, or encounters that defy explanation — and are now asking the deeper question:
“How do I live from this?”
Hosted by Felice DuBois, who herself underwent a grief-triggered near-death–like experience after the 2007 loss of her two daughters and their father, this podcast explores what happens after the extraordinary moment. Not just the event — but the integration.
Through reflection, conversation, and the “Compass, Map, and Constellations” framework, each episode invites you to move beyond retelling what happened and toward embodying who you are becoming.
Here, grief is not pathologized.
Mystery is not reduced.
And transformation is not rushed.
Life may have turned downside-up.
But you are not lost.
When life turns downside-up through grief or spiritual awakening, mystery becomes your compass.
Downside-Up is a podcast for those whose lives have been reshaped by grief, near-death experiences (NDEs), near-death–like experiences (NDLEs), spiritual awakening, visitation experiences, or divine encounters. Moving beyond the extraordinary event itself, this show explores grief integration, expanded consciousness, afterlife contact, and spiritually transformative experiences as mystery — not something to be solved, but something to be embodied. Because when life turns downside-up, the real journey is learning how to live from what touched you — and letting it become your compass.
